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Curf

by Celladoor

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kyoslilmonster Another amazing album that weaves soundscapes with heavy lyrical content and crushing walls of sound. A perfect balance and a wonderfully imaginative album. Favorite track: Lean.
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1.
Hippie Crack 04:42
Walls are built and then they fall. Is there any point in them at all? Look down the rabbit hole, hold on now, we're heading home. My eye is the question, the answer, what I see. Breathe in the oxygen, I'm buzzing like a bee. Tin can is going down, tin can is too heavy. 1, 2, over and out, can you die casually? Put your head between your legs, do exactly as the picture said. Look down the rabbit hole, hold on now, we're heading home. My eye is the question, the answer, what I see. Breathe in the oxygen, I'm buzzing like a bee. Tin can is going down, tin can is too heavy. 1, 2, over and out, can you die casually?
2.
Lean 05:00
You can lean on me, when it gets dark. We're waiting in line, just waiting in line, we'll be fine. I like when we walk, this sleepy town. In the lost and found, dancing monochrome clowns, when no one's around. Lean. It's not that hard, even if you starve. When life starts to pull us apart, don't cut out your heart. Now and then, I think of the end. But that's alright, some things don't die, we'll always be friends. Lean.
3.
Fairy Lights 06:01
Witch on the lake, take me away. I can't escape, this fucking ache. You could end all of this, promise me, you won't miss. There's nothing to forgive, send me off with a kiss. You could end all of this, promise me, you won't miss. There's nothing to forgive, send me off with a kiss. Fear can't exist, in the abyss. I want you close, but I am a ghost. A lonely boat, far from the coast. Staying up every night, staring at fairy lights, hidden, not out of sight, chewing on wrong and right. Staying up every night, staring at fairy lights, hidden, not out of sight, chewing on wrong and right. I can't decide, am I alright? It hurts to eat, I cannot sleep. Cheek to cheek, six feet deep. Your hand is cold on mine, if I keep hold I might die. I can't know if I don't try, but I've tried enough times, Your hand is cold on mine, if I keep hold I might die. I can't know if I don't try, but I've tried enough times, it ends the same, and I'm not insane. It rains all the time. Time.
4.
Don't hold, too tight, you die and that's alright, Boohoo, taboo, fuck you, it's just a ride. Death smiles, she smiles and smiles, can you smile back, at her, for her, she's why, you feel alive. This road, you chose, don't choke, on swallowed pride, just live, forget, the rest, don't fight the tide. Right here, right now, that's all, you take to the grave, don't chase, just blaze, meditate, your path is yours to pave. I'm sick, I'm sick, it's me and there's nothing you can do.
5.
This gift is my penalty, cursed since I was blessed. To have one hundred thousand hearts, confined to one man's chest. Crucified by this life, I will never rest. Divinity is what I seek, no more but nothing less. I've seen some things I can't forget, I can't ignore the truth. I'll admit, I'm scared to death, and I've nothing to loose. This hamster cage is getting small, how's it treating you? I can see beyond it's bars, free but I can't move. If you could see what I've in mind, we could leave today. If you believed that you could find, god in your own way. Coz there's no man up in the sky, no devil in the shade. They're both within, deep down, inside, fighting for your name.
6.
Iridescent 07:32
Been floating away, for a long time, alone, in space. Been calling out a name, but it had no face, no, I saw no face. Attracted beyond surprise, tumbling through your mind. Been spending most our time, on opposite sides, of parallel lives. Been so hard to find, it's so hard to find, you're so hard to find, been so hard to find. You. You. I feel it in my chest, through fabric our hands caress. We're tripping again, if everything ends, then I don't care when. Reluctant from the start, it's a long way to Venus, from Mars. I lacked a beating heart, but you made it start, yeah, you made it start. Like terror and art, yeah, you make it start, like terror and art, yeah, you make it start. Like terror and art, yeah, you make it start, like terror and art, yeah, you make it start. You. You. Something feels right... I think I see God in your eyes. Deeper, I dive, drawn from the night like a moth to a light. Dimmed but you dint fade, I don't think we need to be saved. Wonder astral planes, it's safe to say, if we haven't changed... We could be the same and this can not be named. We could be the same and this can not be named. You're blowing my mind, how you talk with your eyes. You're blowing my mind, I've known you for all time. At least, that's what it feels like. yeah, that's what you feel like.
7.
Grace 05:16
You're all too smart for magic, food for the moon. I sought the truth and found it, beware, for soon... It will find you. It will. It will find you. It will. I'm not up or down, I'm surfing, I am in tune. I'm not wrong or right, I'm learning, to ride this through... On the worms of dune, on worms with you. On the worms of dune, on worms with you. I am the silver surfer, you can be one too. I am the silver surfer, surfing right on through.
8.
Ladida 03:40
Ask your heart and let it go, you're human now so you should know, rain makes all the flowers grow, pain is what it takes to know, that you can finally trust yourself, and climb right off your dusty shelf. The past is what kept you in hell, the future's not for you to tell. It's written as it goes along, it's up to you where you come from. I could be right, I could be wrong, I'll find out before too long. There's something that you must do, and you've this life to see it through. Leave the key inside the door, you don't live in there anymore.
9.
Limbo 05:08
Time will take me there. Then I'll know that I am square. I'm better than I was back then, but it always starts again and again. Maybe I see too much, maybe my head's not fucked. I wish I could feel myself, but I am everyone else. Is this really as good as it gets? Most of this I'd like to forget. I know that all this is a dream, coz I'm still awake in my sleep. I just want to lie back down, and I never want to be found. There I can sing my songs, and they won't bother anyone. I should not have asked, but I can't take it back. I cannot relax, how long will this shit last? How long will this last? How much time has passed? I just cannot wait, am I running late?
10.
5AM 06:42
You wouldn't ask me if you could see, now my cupboards are empty and I'm starving. What exactly am I supposed to be, now you decide there's nothing wrong with me? My x box is broken, I've no spliff to toke, I'm allergic to toast, the holy, haunted, ghost. I've run out of jokes, an empty pack of smokes, this rash won't go, good god, I feel so alone. Hungry and bored although I know I'm adored, I try my best but that's not been enough, yet. Hey master, preach, I'm your student to teach, your words, I speak, but they can not feed me. I can't take much more of this, my belly hurts and my head feels worse. Forgive me, I'm grateful but I feel cursed, and now I feel guilty, this is all I deserve. Son, do not doubt you're on your way out, it's hardest, now, just keep true somehow. They cannot kill this spirit's will, if you're to die then smile, don't you cry. You made the choice, you used my voice, you are still so kind and you've not closed your eyes. You made your mind and that was my design, unbound from time, dear son of mine.
11.
My head is full of wasps, you all serve to piss me off. Every time I loose control, machine mind replaced my soul. I'm drowning but I do not die, this curse has been far too kind. I don't fear time for what's time worth, it's a master I will never serve. Take me! Take your time. Help me! Make my mind. This bottle is where he hides, no one sees the Djinn inside. But here you are, no shattered glass, more than I could ever ask. Becoming is getting lost, removing what won't come off. You and I are just the same, defined by decisions made. All knowing when we do not know, there's no where we cannot go. But freedom's a lonely road, walked alone, or so I'm told. Take me! Take your time! Help me! Make my mind.

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released November 11, 2017

Produced, Mixed and Engineered by Jack McCaffrey
All music written by Aaron James Davies
Performed by Aaron James Davies, Adam Lee, Jack McCaffrey
All Lyrics written by Aaron James Davies
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