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Black Seed
05:19
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I am the one beneath your boot,
that will not die and I will not choose,
to leave you now as it would be a shame,
now break his legs and break his brain.
I like the light on all the same,
but in the dark there are bettter games.
I am yours most of the time,
but you let me in so you are mine.
I hate your heart and I own your mind,
call me what you will, call me borderline.
It doesn't matter where I'm from,
nothing will matter when I'm done.
When you start to wonder where you were,
you were always here, these are your words.
I'm passed around and I move on,
I will not stop till I've everyone.
The only way to break this chain,
is to roll up your sleeves and play my way.
And just for fun before I begin,
you will lose before you win.
I can make an honest man,
decieve himself, you understand?
You cannot cheat, you cannot choose,
you'll have to lie to change this truth.
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Border_
07:35
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I got this thing and this thing is alright,
nobody knows why but somebody might.
It keeps me alive but it kills me inside,
I'm worth more dead than I'm worth alive.
I'm tired of living, I'm tired of life,
I'm too tired to end this but too tired to fight.
So tell me bald man, tell me with your big stick,
tell me to open up, yeah tell me all of that shit.
See, I know I'm not special but I cant seem to keep,
dancing like a battery chicken with no fucking feet.
Because I've seen this big picture that you speak of so much,
you say its beautiful and we should all give a fuck.
Well that's all good mister enlightened, miss right.
I must be broken, it must be the devil inside.
It's not hard to fix this infact it's easy.
Just blame it on something that you cannot see.
My Lord, My Lord, My Lord,
what makes you better than me?
So if you're sick of my sadness, if you're sick of this song.
Just know I'm sick of your lessons and I'm too sick to go on.
For the wise cannot help me as they don't really know,
and the ones that did they died with a shotgun under their nose.
I am the germ and I am the cure,
I want to be everything and I want to be more.
Don't look at me but don't look away,
I need you to leave me but I need you to stay.
Will these words matter and will they live on?
Will they make me famous, will they make me a god?
I despise this person and I despise myself,
I want to be grateful and I want mental health.
It's funny how I seem unstable and burnt,
it's funny how this rock will continue to turn.
So why am I not laughing, why cant I be?
What the fuck is it that I'm failing to see?
My Lord, My Lord, My Lord,
what makes you better than me?
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Mandy
03:44
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Ahhhh haaaa, ahhhh haaaauuuu,
ahhhh haaaa, ahhhhaaaa.
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Neutrino
06:49
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Slow down,
and take your bow.
Keep shrinking,
it's all over now.
You tried to love her,
but you didn't know how.
You're pulled in,
then you're pushed out.
Before I could be myself,
I wanted to be somebody else.
You'll always be safe when your small,
that way they can't see you at all.
It's okay,
you tried your best,
I don't blame you,
but I can't forget.
You cannot fix,
what you did not make.
Some hearts,
are designed to break.
Before I could be myself,
I wanted to be somebody else.
You'll always be safe when your small,
that way they can't see you at all.
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At the Edge of the World
05:37
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These words came from within the dream,
of a wiser man across the sea.
Keep them close, they'll set you free,
so, 'pickup your cross and follow me.'
I build,
my dimension mind alone.
Grin.
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Remains
04:42
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Brother, hold me down,
I'm tired but they're so loud.
I'll wake if I'm aloud,
kill me, kill me now.
I don't want out!
I don't want out!
I don't want out!
I don't want out!
I will keep your place,
if you keep them all away.
Take it, take my name,
you are all that remains.
You have won,
but that's okay,
one day soon,
we'll share this grave!
We'll share this grave!
We'll share this grave!
We'll share this grave!
We'll share this grave!
Let me fade away,
remould the clay.
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Yes Machine
05:01
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I'm not sure where or when,
but I know I'm going.
I'm so bored of 'it',
and it's just started growing.
I'm done simulating life,
but I can't go outside.
I still see the door,
but I'm losing sight.
Yet I get ideas,
they come and go.
They free me from fear,
but they don't make me slow.
They bring me back to life,
but there I am alone.
I see a dark machine,
with everyone in it's hold.
So I found this plant,
and it brought us peace.
But I've seen it's 'peace',
spread like a disease,
amongst the sleeping,
as they slept.
It helped them to see,
what the sleeping were taught to forget.
They've met the machine,
and they all said yes.
They once knew life,
but they accepted death.
It got us once,
but it won't get us again.
We're on our way,
me and my dead friends.
Yes we are awake,
yes we are awake,
yes we are awake,
we are all awake.
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8. |
Just Smile
05:14
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I had that dream again,
that twisted sign.
Blinded by heavenly light,
and burned alive.
Along with all the masks,
I hide behind.
For a second I can't feel anymore,
and god it makes me smile.
Just smile.
So father are you listening now?
Because I'm here to die.
Choose between heaven and hell,
because I can't decide.
Before I couldn't stomach to face,
the test of time.
Hold the cross around my neck and drift,
to that place of mine.
Just Smile.
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Stoned
03:33
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I feel this small coz I keep on thinking too big,
but I can't stop coz I'm constantly lifting the lid.
I have lots of friends but I can't help feeling alone,
so I stand in circles coz life is much easier stoned.
Uhhhh...
Are you tired of being afraid of being on your own?
I think you feel lonely coz your only friend is a phone.
This place will fit you like a glove, you will never go home.
You can laugh at anything, shit's simpler when you're stoned.
Uhhhh...
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Farewell
03:55
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We changed directions alot but that didn't change a thing,
we could get what we wanted but we didn't get what we need.
We may have different teachers but our lessons, they are the same,
I think that I learned, this time, you're the only one who you can save.
I don't deal in certanties as certanties can't change,
and everything around me is anything but the same.
So I can't promise you anything as nothing belongs to me,
you know as well as I do that you're tormented by what you keep.
So, for now, farwell atleast.
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11. |
Creature
06:05
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You got alot of friends,
you got alot of friends,
you got alot of friends,
I got alot of guns.
Fear me!
(Fuckin' kill them all.)
Fear me.
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12. |
Drip Dry
06:38
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You are a lesson learned,
I can not say it did not hurt.
We can't have what we don't deserve,
to be in love is not a curse.
But I can't seem to get it right,
I don't know why but someday I might.
Until then alone I'll burn,
like I said "A lesson learned."
But I won't stop, I will be saved,
I will escape this hell I've made.
I've been dimmed but I will not fade,
I'll climb out and drop my spade.
Freedom hurts atleast at first,
I'm just scared that it will get worse.
I miss the soil but I can't return,
there's no place for the living beaneath the earth.
So excuse me for getting mad,
you're just something else that I never had.
I won't resist, I will secede,
in severance I'll be released.
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13. |
Nomad
05:06
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I am filthy, for heaven's sake,
I just want you to show me how your milk tastes,
I don't wanna feel, I just want to take whatever you offer but your time is a waste.
You cannot help me, you don't know what it's like but you are just like me,
so which part of me's right.
Make it obvious, you know what I mean?
Tell me to fuck you and we can share this disease.
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeeeaaahh!
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Celladoor Manchester, UK
Celladoor is an independent musical entity run by artist Djinn Seldom Mire (Aaron James Davies).
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