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Jellyfish
05:54
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You are the space, you are the god, behind it all,
I know it hurts, it hurts alot but try some more.
Now you know that this wave will pass just like before,
but everytime it feels like your last and your tired and bored.
Don't be held back, don't fear the waves, you won't wash away.
You'll never know how strong you are if you avoid the pain.
Once you have learned and you'll learn fast, look to the deep.
Jump from your boat into the sea and sink with me.
Down here things work differently,
Down here things work differently,
Down here things work differently,
Down here things work differently.
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Pebble
04:12
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Hey you,
cheer up,
you can't know what's coming even if you think you do so,
get high,
and pretend,
that this will all get better, tell me this won't be forever,
and then,
fall in love,
don't be so pathetic now you can just forget it,
you can't,
and you know,
no matter what you are it is going to die alone.
I can't tell how much more I can take,
everything I do is a mistake.
I don't belong, you know I am a waste,
I don't exist, I don't, no, I am fake.
My god,
has no,
concept of should and shouldn't, see, he just does and doesn't.
Coz he's home,
on his own,
and he knows there's nothing outside so he sits and thinks,
upon his throne,
of bones,
he's not done creating until he can stop the shaking,
alone.
But he can't,
coz he's scared that if he doesn't shake his hands are going to turn,
to stone.
I really don't know what else I can say,
this mind of mine is rarely mine to make.
I don't belong you know I am a waste,
I don't exist, I don't, no, I am fake.
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Timid
03:42
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My past is gone, I will not keep it,
My arm is hurt but I dint hurt it,
Im beautiful, I don't deserve this.
I don't deserve it.
Your past is gone, you shouldn't keep it,
you arm is hurt but you dint hurt it,
your beautiful, you don't deserve this.
You don't deserve it.
Our past is gone, no we don't need it,
our arms are hurt but we dint do it,
we can belong, we are not perfect,
but we're still worth it.
I'd like to talk to my relfection,
and tell you things without intention,
in honesty I'll find connection.
But I'm scared that you'll see me,
that you'll see,
that you'll see,
that you'll see.
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4. |
Underneath
06:39
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Take me under, take me now,
take me somewhere else somehow.
I'm glad I got to be your friend,
but you can't save me in the end.
I know you've been beneath this cloud,
and you've felt there's no way out.
I just hope you'll be okay,
and pray to god we're not the same.
Maybe I should kill myself,
getting dusty on my shelf.
I don't mean to bitch and moan,
I just want to go back home.
There's dead people everywhere,
there's an evil in the air.
I'm alone and I'm so scared,
but no one sees coz no one cares.
I'm empty, a hollow man,
there's nothing left to understand.
I don't know why I feel that way,
but I don't think that I can stay.
We'll still meet when I am gone,
I promise you it won't be long.
You'll see me when you close your eyes,
coz nothing really ever dies.
Should I tell you how I feel?
Spinning round just like a wheel.
I know that it's obvious,
you're the last but you're the first.
Nevermind, I'm just insane,
but I wasn't meant to be this way.
I do wish that I could change,
but I've no one left to blame.
Ah, oh well, it's just a shame.
Ah, oh well, it's just a shame.
Ah, oh well, it's just a shame.
Ah, oh well, it's just a shame.
Happy sad happy sad happy,
happy sad happy sad happy,
happy sad happy sad happy,
it all hurts the same.
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Shrooms
08:07
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I think it's still better,
too late than never.
Even though we can't listen,
to it together.
I don't want you back because you are gone and that is that,
but I can't help but miss the conversations that we used to have.
Your mind was beautiful and your heart was pure and golden,
but I'm not sad coz death's just another part of growing older.
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
I don't know what kept me,
from calling more.
I feel sorry yeah,
yeah that's for sure.
I can't help but wonder if I'll see you when I up and die,
and I can't think of anything better to say to you than hi.
There's no point in looking back at all the things you used to have,
coz if you do you'll spend your time stuck, absent, in the past.
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
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Sanpellegrino
07:05
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I said I loved you and you know, I might have,
but I go through people like I go through lighters.
Your right, I'm just a child with a box guitar,
but you're all just children with jobs and cars.
I've found peace but my mind won't let me rest,
aim for nothing is less is more and more is less.
I'll try and word this in a way you can't forget,
I'm on aeroplane mode so we cannot connect.
I know you won't visit,
inside of your head,
you will live longer,
if you choose to be dead.
Death!
Death!
Death!
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Shot by a Hippy
06:17
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I've seen the universe completely naked,
she is beautiful but now I think I'm crazy.
I have my head screwed on but not too tight,
how can I feel this wrong when I am doing it right?
And I know, yeah, I know.
Yeah I know, yeah, I know.
And I know, yeah, I know.
Yeah I know, yeah, I know.
My friend asked me how some things change,
I didn't know but I do know that it is strange,
how you can know that things don't ever stay the same,
but it's always you that ends up 'in the way'.
And you know, yeah, you know.
Yeah you know, yeah, you know.
And you know, yeah, you know.
Yeah you know, yeah, you know.
We know, we don't know, what difference does it make?
If you knew would I know and would it make a difference at all? No.
We know, we don't know, what difference does it make?
We know, we don't know, what difference does it make?
We know, we don't know, what difference does it make?
We do know we don't.
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8. |
All Twisted Up
05:16
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Pull the trigger,
on that gun of your's.
Point it at me,
and close your eyes.
save me from myself.
She's my only reason,
she's stuck inside my mind.
This twist of fate,
her expolsive eyes.
I just can't sleep at night.
Kill this good thing,
before it has a chance.
This attraction,
god it's killing me.
And I'm all twisted up.
When I see her,
my legs begin to lose.
The world evades me,
as I listen to her voice.
And she takes it all away.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
I don't know why,
I do this to myself.
Alone and helpless,
I drink away the pain.
That reminds me I'm still alive.
I'm not smiling,
I just think I'm insane.
It's okay,
I won't stick around,
if you don't want me here.
I ask myself,
why I'm sitting here again.
Feeling empty,
I'm just a waste of time.
Watching the world go by.
Help me out here,
before I try again.
To obscure what's real,
I'm flying high.
Deep beneath the ground.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
She, she,
she, she,
she, she,
she, she.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
Yeah, she's got a hold on me.
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9. |
This Thing
05:14
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This thing sits in it's room all day,
this thing can't seem to stay awake.
This thing struggles to masturbate,
this thing should have learned how to break.
This thing looks like a vampire,
it's friends dance like they're on fire.
This thing crawled back inside of her,
this thing is an honest liar.
This thing might have a disease,
this thing thinks it's a mystery.
It's friends, they all have history,
but it's friends don't seem as broke as me.
Should this thing learn how to love?
or should this thing stay safe above?
Coz someday that won't be high enough,
someday nothing will lift it up.
This thing's the fruit left on the stalk,
this thing would leave if it could walk.
This thing would speak if it could talk,
but this thing is poisoned by thought.
This thing, it hides in the shower,
This thing lies in there for hours.
This thing is a dirty flower,
this thing is growing sour.
This thing has always been,
this thing will always be,
this thing has always been,
this fucking thing in me.
This thing has always been,
this thing will always be,
this thing has always been,
this thing is fucking me
This thing!
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10. |
Car Meat
06:39
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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaa.
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11. |
Paradise Nebula
06:35
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Something is happening,
but nothing ever comes of it.
I am a funny shape,
I belong but I do not fit.
All my memories,
they feel like somebody else's.
Coz I am only caught,
in the back of other people's selfies.
It is hard to say,
if it's a test or if it's a joke.
Yeah but either way,
it's easier to get when you're up in smoke.
I'm not really sure,
if I'm surrounded or I'm alone.
Something's at the door,
I should probably answer but I don't.
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12. |
Dead Man Twitching
10:15
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We are all plucked,
from this world.
Some of us straight,
and some of us curled.
What's there left,
to understand?
The world's been ending,
since it all began.
I was exhumed,
is all I can say.
My eyes are white,
and my skin is grey.
I found my hat,
beside my head.
The desert was cold,
and the sand was red.
You can shoot me once,
you can shoot me twice.
Shoot till you feel safe,
shoot me all you like.
Miss or hit,
you can only hide.
For what you shoot,
has already died.
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13. |
Lava Lamp
07:43
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I am home,
I am safe and sound.
I'm alone,
there's no one else around.
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333.
Life's too short,
to be in a hurry.
Catch that thought,
like a bullet.
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333.
Ahhhhhhhhhh!
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333,
333.
The knot gets tight,
the more you try.
I guess some knots,
can't be untied.
But that's just fine,
I'll sleep at night.
Yeah, that's just fine,
I'll be alright.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrkkk!
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Celladoor Manchester, UK
Celladoor is an independent musical entity run by artist Djinn Seldom Mire (Aaron James Davies).
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