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Modern Relic

by Celladoor

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1.
My reflection is lying, I don't look like what I see. All this feedback, stuck in a loop, never ending, stuck here with you. Feeling things out with a blade, not the best plan I ever made. Now everything's full of holes, hope I can swim, down goes the boat. Grown in a test tube and born alone, escaped my chamber of clear stone. There's jagged writing on the wall, god knows his own, must kill us all. Ancient machines still beep and glow, bodies still sit on spinning thrones. I'm just like they were, flesh and bone, can't tell the human from the clone.
2.
Is it you or is everything falling apart? Trapped in a tinder box, all you can do is pray for a spark. You don't want to burn but you don't want to live in the dark, you will fall in love with the hate I've put in your heart. I know you best, I know you want to. It's all that's left, it's all you can do. I want you obsessed with the colour of your skin, I want you to blame others for the hell you live in. Only blood can douse the fire that is burning within, this is who you are, this is your original sin. I know you best, I know you want to. It's all that's left, it's all you can do.
3.
Oedipal 06:44
Take all I have left, and all I would get. You need it all, And I don't need at all. Arrested my soul, stunted my growth. Dormant ego, I am comatose. I'm not myself. Men and women are dead, there's just me and them instead. This dark paradise, could be heaven in disguise. But I cannot know, what I cannot hold. I can only feel, things that are not real. I'm not myself.
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I see her when I close my eyes, a secret growing in my mind. Convince me that this isn't real, this is not how I'm supposed to feel. Abort these feelings, don't be blind, you've felt this way half a dozen times. And every time it was doomed, you knew it but you had to see it through. Like a cancer deep below, my lust for you slowly grows. I know better, I've been shown, I was born to die alone. Yet I dream of you at night, this kind of madness I can't fight. I want to see what you look like, your silhouette is all that's on my mind.

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released September 3, 2022

Produced, Mixed and Engineered by Adam Bostock
All music written by Aaron James Davies
Performed by Aaron James Davies, Adam Bostock
All Lyrics written by Aaron James Davies
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Celladoor is an independent musical entity run by artist Djinn Seldom Mire (Aaron James Davies).

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